He Got In Trouble For Exactly What?

The following  is a Facebook post that I made on September 8th, 2016...

 "After running errands today, I got home to realize Braydens folder was left on the table.  On his calender where we have to initial every night there was a very vague script in the previous days box stating, "missed recess for working ahead". Most of the time I'd have no problem with my child missing recess for something he's done wrong. I am all for you get in trouble, you do your punishment. But what I don't understand is Brayden still got in trouble and missed his recess for working ahead. Meaning they were doing a group worksheet. I may be wrong and forgive me if I am but I thought our children are being taught to be independent and work things out on their own. Anyone knows Brayden knows he's has to be moving or doing something. He is my busy body. Even with his AdHD medicine, he gets bored easily. Even some of their second grade work bores him. I feel he worked ahead because one he already knew the answers on top of it gave him something to do. I mean hell hes damned if he doesn't do it and damned if does!"

Yes, you read that right my child was punished for doing his work ahead. If you are a parent that cares about what goes on at school with your child you would have been heated as well with such a vague script of writing.  I would have understood more if the teacher wrote me a small note stating that she was teaching and kept telling him to pay attention but nothing of that was explained.

Well, Bray's weekly therapist is also his IEP therapist at school. When I got to her house a few days later to drop Brayden off for his weekly session she knew before I had even talked to someone at school about it. She said it was already handled.  Well about a week later the principle caught me there while picking up the kids for 8th hour, that she spoke with his teacher. What happened was they were in group. The leader of the group decided to tell everyone to work ahead. Brayden was following the leaders rules therefor, he worked ahead. The principle explained to the teacher not to punish him for working ahead because last we struggled to even get him to do any of his work.  Therefor, he isn't to be punished if he works ahead as long as he got it right. Basically if he worked ahead and he got them wrong then its the teachers discretion if he gets to do it over.

Before anyone says it, NO Brayden doesn't get special treatment because he has ADHD and a form of Autism. We are just scared that if he starts getting in trouble for doing his work even if it is ahead of the class. That he won't do his work at all. Because in first grade before getting his diagnosis we struggled at school and at home to get him to do anything.

Leave a comment below if you feel that any child should be punished for working ahead.

Love Always,

And Please come back,

Diedra

Are They Here Yet?

It's that time of year again that we will be welcoming our elves, Anna and Harper! Last year we had them out way before Thanksgiving. However, this year we are waiting because I ordered a new Camo one to enter our home with Anna and Harper. Mainly because my kids love all the things to do with the elves.  All the fun things they do.

**WARNING***IF YOU HAVE A CHILD THAT CAN READ AND STILL BELIEVES, PLEASE READ LATER OR AWAY FROM THE CHILD...


However, this year will be a little different. Ryleigh came to my mom around Easter of this year and told us that she knew the truth. That she knew the Easter bunny was us, that she knew the toothfairy was me, that she knew that Dad or I were the ones to move the elves. :( I know it's sad knowing that she isn't little anymore and that she is growing up. She says that she caught on when one night she lost a tooth and if you know my kids they lose teeth when I have no cash on me and can't get to an ATM until the next day. She said she caught on when the night she lost her tooth, I fell asleep in bed with her and I actually forgot to get back up to go get the money out of the bank. But honestly I think my mom told her. Because last year around Christmas my mom said something in front of Ryleigh. My mom thought Ryleigh knew about them all. So after seeing Ryleighs fearful look on her face and look of I am going to smack some sense into ( NOT REALLY ITS MY MOM) instead of shutting up she keeps talking. I finally was like SHUT UP SANTA is real. However, after we got that straightened out it was that spring that she spent the day with my mom getting Easter stuff ready and well when I went to pick Ryleigh up my mom looked at her and said isn't there something you wanna tell your momma.

She said well, mom, I am not stupid and I know the easter bunny, toothfairy and elves are fake. So I think my mother told her. Which is wrong yes, I know.

Did you noticed there is one she didn't mention? That's right my baby still magically believes in Santa. So she says, she told Micki that she didn't believe anymore but when I ask her she says well yeah I still believe in Santa.  Although I do believe when shes in front of her friends that don't believe in any of them that she may say OH  NO I don't believe to look cool.


Anyways, that is what is up with the elves. As soon as they make their grand entrance and welcome Landing. I will most definitely take pictures for you!

Love Always,
Happy Upcoming Holidays, Thanksgiving is in 5 more days!

Diedra

Thanksgiving Prep/ Black Friday Thoughts

Our family for Thanksgiving doesn't have huge family dinners. I mean we don't have a huge family on either one of my parents side but we have a decent size but we just have never gotten together for Thanksgiving. This will be the first year in Ken and I's five year relationship that we are going to visit his family around Thanksgiving.  It will be sometime in or around that week. But then again due to finances we may not be able to. We are hoping that Micki can pull it off with her work and parents to use her car.  Which by the way is her parents car. But then again they may Ok it but her work might not let her switch a day.  My family (My Parents, Sister, Her Boyfriend, Ken and I, and Our Kids) we really just meet over at the parents house and eat. Just depends really, I love Thanksgiving and the Family time we share together. But sometimes it's just another day because during the summers before at least every other weekend/Sunday we'd meet for Family dinner.  My mom mainly but I am sure my dad and maybe my sister is going to watch the kids for us around about 4.

CAN YOU GUESS WHY?

If you guessed, Black Friday (Thursday) you are absolutely right! This set of parents are going at 4 p.m on Turkey Day because that is when a lot of sales are starting. One sale in particular is they are suppose to. Hoping they do get them and the factory can supply them with Hatchimals. I am hoping more than just 10 and if that is all they will have then make it a guarantee item or something. I am not sure what your children have asked for but Brayden has asked OVER and OVER for one of those egg thingies. The hard part is EVERYWHERE even in other states have been completely SOLD OUT! I mean COMPLETELY none in sight. A man over at Kentucky told me it was they are high demand and the company isn't producing enough to withhold the demand of them. That and the saddest part of it all is when they do get them in and even the guy at the Toys-R-Us in Kentucky told us that the minute that they stock them on the shelf the person there to get them grabs them and RUNS and buys them all. They then go keep the one they need or two and sale the rest on Amazon, Ebay, or Facebook at a ridiculous price. These things at most retail stores are 45-50 dollars. I have seen people mark them up to 300 dollars. That is one Price Gouging and you can get in trouble for it but not sure unless you are a company doing it. Most Importantly they are Greedy! Jesus don't like Greedy People.  Done with the hatchimal rant.

Before going I will say my thoughts on company's and retailers being open on Thanksgiving and doing Black Friday.  For one yes Thanksgiving is an important holiday. Two, most of the retailers such as Walmart have a lot of their younger employees working, who want to work to get the triple overtime or holiday pay or sometimes both. Makes for an awesome paycheck. Now my sisters boyfriend is older well not anciently older but older. He's worked for Walmart for many years as a parttime/almost fulltime second job. As for him working, I feel that he may not chose to work but he's experienced for the Chaos.  I do feel that if the employees that have been there for years should have first dibs on if they want to work as well as if they work this year, then the following year they are off. Again, I don't get all riled up over people working Thanksgiving. I understand both insights on it as well. The one holiday though I do have strong opinions about working is Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. That in itself is a huge rant, don't have a lot of time to rant tonight about that.

Anyways, guys stay tuned for Christmas Planner, Christmas Prep, & Anna and Harper arrive yet?

Love Always,
Diedra

Remember we do have a VLOGGING Channel. I haven't gotten to post lately due to my Movie Maker that was on my computer NO LONGER WORKS why, we haven't figured it out. I am possibly going to reset my computer after I save everything to a dropbox or external HardDrive

Go find us, TheEichhorstFamily

Pre-Teen Already?!

Yes, I have a pre-teen on my hands. I know I am way behind with updating you guys on Ryleigh, with everything going on with Brayden. Thought I'd give ya'll a good update on my pre-teenager daughter. 

October 10th of this year my babygirl turned 11. ELEVEN, what in the world? I feel like it was just yesterday she was starting the kindergarten, hell even third grade. But no my baby is in the fifth grade.  I mean its kind of surreal how next year my daughter will be one year away from being thirteen years old. But she starts middle school next year. WHAT?   

We have got to start planning better, because we didn't get to throw her a party due to some unseen BULLSHIT (sorry for the language) with our electric company. Anyways, every year as far as I can remember, she has always been out of school either due to the weekend or the schools Fall break.  That doesn't stop these parents from surprising their baby girl. Usually the Thursday before they get out for Fall Break, I run to town go by dollar tree and grab two or three balloons, gather a basket of goodies, and WALLAH you have you a group of birthday balloons.  As well as we order her whole class cupcakes. Needless to say the cupcakes this year is the last year because next year they switch classes.  AHHHHH. 

However, for fifth grade graduation they do put together a dance. UGH, not sure I am looking forward to all this.  Guess, I will have to be huh? 

Anyways, theres a mini update on Ryleigh.

Hope To Hear From You All Soon, 

Diedra

November Thankfuls

The month of November is home to the Turkey Day Holiday, known as Thanksgiving.   During this month its extremely popular for everyone or most people on Facebook to be thankful for things.  I started it, but I have been keeping One Sentence to One Word Thankfuls in my planner that I wanted to share with you guys.

November 1st: I am thankful for having a small extra income a month. Every little bit helps now a days. Especially when the family is mainly one income family.

November 2nd: This day I was thankful for flu medicine as Brayden was in The ER and was diagnosed with the flu on October 30. Yes, the night before Halloween. But that was ok, he is going through this phase I am hoping is a face that he despises Halloween. It's to scary to him. That and he heard all about the rumors of Killer Clowns.

November 3rd: Thankful for LOVE. Yes, because if it is honestly True Love, it can conquer all. Even those arguments and hurtful words you don't think you will get over. Because of love you get over them.

November 4th: Today was my best friends 30th birthday and very thankful for her I am. Thankful to have a friend like Whitney who no matter what has been my best friend through thick and thin.

November 5th: Today marked five years Ken and I have shared our lives together and how thankful I am for our love and him. Wanna know what we did for our half a decade anniversary. Head on over here.

November 6th: Thankful for my sister. She's been my rock through so many things. She's my big sister and she's protective of her little sister.

November 7th: Thankful for Brayden's Autistic Center Appointment today.  I am more than thankful for this because we have been on the waiting list since last July of 2015.

November 8th: Thankful Hillary didn't win. Not saying I am to happy with Trump becoming the president but no matter what intentions Hilary meant by her all for late term abortions up to 36 weeks gestations. I'm sorry that is just absurd to me. Abortion is a whole other topic than to be put on my thankfuls. Just know that I don't believe in it whether it be new or late term. (My Opinion Coming Soon, Yes, I just got myself heated!) LOL

November 9th: Thankful for the alone time I got to spend with my momma today. We went to Michaels. Trust me when I say this, I use to hate going shopping at Hobby Lobby and Michaels with my momma. Well in general. However, now I have gotten into planning I love those two stores and the sales they have.

November 10th: Thankful for Brayden's speech therapist.

November 11th: Thankful for all these veterans that laid their life on the line whether they had a family or not, had kids back at home, to save my life. Happy Veterans Day. Thank you to the women and men that have fought for our country.

November 12th: Thankful for my new Blue Flannel Sheets, especially on an extremely cold nights, when its only half way through November and we have already seen freezing temps, but trying to wait to turn the heat on

November 13th:Always thankful for FOOD to feed my family. Thankful, to be able to go grocery shopping for my family whenever we need food. I told ya I had a wonderful man that supplies not only our needs but our wants.
November 14th: Thankful for my other best friend Michaela. We have been through hell and back in our Friendship. This last go around we had to learn to agree to disagree.  She has blessed me with a wonderful nephew, name Iain Brodie.
November 15th: Thankful for another best friend that we have been through hell and back through our relationship. I know, no matter what petty arguments we get in as friends we can make it through them. I would also like to thank Erica for the good times and bad times, because without the bad to teach us lessons on who will be there and who won't.  For blessing me with two nieces and a nephew. Also Wish Her Happy Birthday today.
November 16th: thankful for my sister.
November 17th: thankful for my niece and nephew . 
November 18th: Thankful for my life. 
November 19th: Thankful for my parents. Happy Anniversary to them. 
November 20th: Thankful for Iain. 
November 21st: Thankful for Mark D. He is truely a great friend.  
November 22nd: For my in laws. 
November 23rd: Thankful for Braydens therapist . 
November 24th: Thankful to still have yet another Thanksgiving with my family. 
November 25th: Thankful for Mickis parents for allowing us to use their vehicle.

November 26th: Thankful to have been gicen the opportunity to get a matching tattoo with Ken. 
November 27th: Thankful for meeting Kens best friend. 
November 28th: Thankful for my children's school. 
November 29th: Thankful for my happiness. 
November 30th:  Thankful to have transportation . 

I am grateful and thankful for all of this daily not just in November.  

Thankful for those who stop by to read my post. 

Love always,

Diedra

Pervasive Developmental Disorder

According to an article on WebMD website, Pervasive Developmental Disorders also known as PDDs, is referring to a group of conditions that involve delays in the development of many basic skills. Most notable among them are the ability to socialize with others, to communicate, and to use imagination. Children with these conditions often are confused in their thinking and generally have problems understanding the world around them. You can find the article here.

According to Brayden's therapist that helps him, PDDs is what they call an umbrella diagnosis.  Because under PDD falls the following categories; Autism, Asperger's Syndrome, Childhood disintegrative disorder, Rett Syndrome, and Pervasive development disorder, not otherwise specified (PDD-NOS).  Which if I am remembering correctly the PDD-NOS is what Brayden's pediatrician diagnosed him with because if you go back to the article on WebMD and read the description for Asperger's, Brayden falls under that category. However, things in the Autisic Spectrum have changed tremendously over the years and according to the Autism Center Therapist we seen on November 7th, there are no longer any subcategories. Which to me is confusing because the whole point we wanted him diagnosed through the Autism center was we were under the impression they would be able to clarify exactly where he fell on the spectrum. I mean to his school therapist (which is also his weekly visit therapist) and his pediatrician they have both stated in all the years of doing therapy and being doctor that Brayden has Asperger's.  That in a sense makes me happy because that is as parents what we want.  We wanted to know exactly where on the spectrum he fell, therefor we could get him the adequate therapy he needed. I mean honestly know he is getting adequate therapy. I will explain furthermore in another post about what therapy he is in.

Since Brayden now is seeing two therapist and possibly a counselor soon (still not sure why on that one because his behavior in a sense is normal to us. No bad behavior really) but I will call the first therapist, school therapist, and the new one Autistic Therapist.  You may question why I don't just say there names but then again if you put your brain to use you'd know I am trying to save the privacy of my children.

Questions from the Autistic therapist,  What made us decide to have him seen at the Autism Center? She then stated was it because his school therapist, school officials, and pediatrician told you too and you just went with it.

The answer to that is yes and no, Yes because treating the type of Autism Brayden has or has been stated that he has if treated early on in life. He can function as a normal child, teenager, and man with guidance. I hate using the word normal but the way I explained it to Ken when we were riding around for our five year anniversary. That from an early age as parents and when he came into the picture we knew there was something there. We knew there was some type of "illness is what its refer too". Therefor like school therapist stated hes young enough that he's like putty. He can absorb and be molded.

The No part of that answer is because when Brayden was a baby infant size, our pediatrician and their pediatrics office have always went over the "Autism Checklist", if I can find similar questions that I was asked I will give y'all examples. However, almost all the questions except maybe 2 Brayden fit. I was always told by his peds doctor that he was just a self dependent baby.  Then when I go with Ken over five years ago now.  Shortly after being together he mentioned to me about Brayden doing things just like a family member of his. Then  six months into our relationship we moved in together and he voiced his opinion again. I kept going back to what the pediatrician stated about his independence. Then when I worked in home health I believe by the grace of God to show me the light of things, I was placed with an Autistic Girl. The more time I spent with her the more I began thinking back to Brayden's infancy to at that point now.  That was also the year he was in Pre-K and the teacher noticed it even after you know we spoke our concerns with her about Brayden because we knew if anything would alter his capability to learning we wanted o get him help. Kindergarten was good. Then we made it to first grade. That's when things began to change.  Click here to go to the post about Brayden's Unfinished Diagnosis, it goes into more depth.  

Below are some signs of Pervasive Developmental Disordered that I found on WebMD. Here is where you can find them on WebMD.

1. Difficulty with verbal communication, including problems using and understanding language
2. Difficulty with non-verbal communication, such as gestures and facial expressions
3. Difficulty with social interaction, including relating to people and to his or her surroundings
4. Unusual ways of playing with toys and other objects
5. Difficulty adjusting to changes in routine or familiar surroundings
6. Repetitive body movements or patterns of behavior, such as hand flapping, spinning, and head banging
7. Changing response to sound; the child may be very sensitive to some noises and seem to not hear others.
8. Temper tantrums
9. Difficulty sleeping
10. Aggressive behavior
11. Fearfulness or anxiety

These are signs of someone who may be experiencing Pervasive Developmental Disorder. 

Again, if you like to read the whole article on WebMd, please go to this page.

Another good website to go to learn more about autism, is www.autismspeaks.org

Also when explain above about Brayden's pediatrician diagnosing him with PDD-NOS, here is a good article about that as well.  

Thank You so much for your interest about Autism and PDD. 
I am a beginner in all of this and learning new things as we go along. If you have any advice or just words of wisdom. Please comment below. Or you may email me at eichhorstdiedra@gmail.com

Sincerely Grateful, 

Diedra

Say What?!!! Half a Decade?

That is absolutely right that I have spent half a decade with Ken.

Now let me start off by stating we are by far a perfect couple but in my eyes, we are perfect for one another. We do unto each other as we see what's best for our relationship!

So what did we do for our 5 year anniversary you may be wandering?

Well, I guess we are getting on up in the years and we put our kids needs first.  At the kids school on November 5th, *Which by the way November 5th is our anniversary* they hosted a fall festival.

During the fall festival they were hosting hayrides (in this case, it was a man driving a truck, pulling an old cut down tractor trailer, with hay bails as seats. ) either or they had a blast as you can see from the following pictures of the kids on the hayride.

  For the life of me, I could never get a picture of Ryleigh smiling or even looking my way. As you can see though Iain was having a blast.


Even though it was our anniversary, we are parents and our kids had events and we had things planned that just so happen landed on our anniversary.  Such as my friend Liz's little boy whom turned 12 last week. Birthday was also the afternoon of our Anniversary.  It was at a gaming place and the funny part is I think my big kid (Ken) and my Brother Mark had more fun than our two kids. Joking, we all had a blast and are thankful for the invite. 

See the picture below was kudos to liz for capturing a very awesomely great picture of Ken and I. It was a very unexpected picture. We had just walked in and I was getting her son's card out of my purse to hand to her and she stood back and said smile guys. Needless to say it is one of my favorite pictures of Ken and I.

After the party, Our friends Micki and Mark (the one I call my brother and my neighbor) was in Mickis car and they took our kids home and Ken and I went and seen a movie.

We seen Madea: Boo (Hallerween) movie. At first Ken was like um no, don't want to see another Madea Movie.  Well, since he loves me and was trying to show me a good time. We went and seen the Madea Movie. One: It was hilarious but aren't all of madeas movies and 2: Ken Loved it.

After that we went out and about looking around at local shops and stores for Christmas gifts. As well as before heading home we just road around in the country (gravel dirt roads). Get your mind out of the gutter guys. We seriously just had a great time talking without interuptions. But our babysitter had to be at work the next day. she told us not to worry about coming home until midnight. Mark told us to enjoy our time because we VERY RARELY ever do anything without our kids. But about 9:30 we were tired or wasting gas and we missed our babies.

That's what ya do when you are a parent and you spend at least half a decade with someone. Your kids come first, then when you finally do get the alone time guess what you go home early because you miss your kids. :)

Love you guys always,

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Diedra

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Still feel lost....

Today was Brayden's interview with the local Autism Center.

In case you are nee and may not know exactly what has went on. Let me start out by explaining a brief summary as to  why we have ended up at the Autism Center.

       The most simplest answer of all is that Brayden has always had, have showed, and still shows signs of Autism. He has done this since he was a baby. I was always steered to believe he was a self dependent child at 6 months old.  If course I noticed it but never have been around a child or person that had autism. I had no clue anything about it. Once I got with Ken five years ago. From early on in our relationship he stated he showed signs of Aspergers. That he done similar if not the same things a family member of his does that has been diagnosed with Aspergers. (According to the lady today well that no longer exist.) From Pre- K to 1st grade the began to become more prominent and by the 1st grade we knew there was something. Because he wouldn't do his school work at school and it was a battle to even get him to attempted or even finish it at home. The pediatrician then diagnosed him with ADHD & PDD  (in more depth blog coming soon, because well it's 1:28 am dog tired but can't sleep. So why not get up and smoke right?)

        Anyways there's just a small summary or large summary of what has lead up to the interview from the Autism Center. 

      The appointment in which we have been on a waiting list now for over a year almost a year and half from the initial time we contacted the place.  Our appointment was at 1:30 p.m . and we were out of there by 3 pm. She talked to Brayden a lot but a lot of the focus was geared toward what I could remember. When did I started noticing things and such?  Therefor, the only answer she could really give me is that Autism is NO longer broken up. PDD no longer exist. Asperger's no longer exist. However, I feel that it may very on who you see. Because his pediatrician diagnosed him with PDD. Therefor, I am still lost, I still feel lost and confused if not more than before I went in there. The only thing she could quarentee me right now is that she isn't sure exactly what he has. She believes there is a chance that he is on the spectrum and if he is for sure on the spectrum. Which that confused me considering the sub titles, no longer exist. She kept stating she doesn't know exactly where on the spectrum he is. 

Anyhoo, he does have another appointment coming up in the next couple of weeks.  This appointment is suppose to be a 3 hour window of an appointment. But his IEP for school changed in May at the ending of the school year. Therefor, some of the testing that the Autism Center does, the school does as well, meaning there's a chance the appointment wont be nearly three hours.

Thanks for taking the time out to hear about my baby! :)

Love Always,

Diedra

What Happened?

I was going to do a blog series of getting organized. Organizing is something my whole household is working on right now. Well to clarify,Ken and I. But we have decided once we purge all that needs to go and get it going in an organized manner that the kids then will begin to help. Sometimes when we are trying to get rid of things and clean, I mean deep clean. The kids tend to slow us down with the OMG I have been looking for that. Or OMG you can't rid of the stuff that I haven't touched in over a year because I still manage to use it.

Yesterday was mine and Kens five year anniversary.  (Blog coming soon.)  Before bed we stated that we were going to deep clean today. {Sunday} Needless to say by time I fell asleep last night after getting the kids to bed. And today November 6th was "fall back". I woke up at like 8:30ish a.m.  and by 9a.m. I was back to sleep until 11a.m. Then when I got up, our neighbor left us a rental movie to watch before taking it back. (BAD MOM'S,WHICH WAS A BAD ASS MOVIE!!)  So Ken watched it again with me and I was very proud of him because not one time was I annoyed at him repeating the whole movie. Then I took it back as promised to my neighbor I would and well Ry went to a friend's house for a few hours. However today wasn't a complete bust. I cleaned a huge section of the kids room. About 4 loads of laundry. As well as cooked a fried  chicken dinner on top of pretty much deep cleaning the kitchen while cooking and after dinner. Ken cleaned the  living room and deep deep cleaned out the pantry, before he sat down to endure an hour of his life to AMC The Walking Dead. Ya know the typical fall Sunday night.  

Now, well it's close to midnight and I have to be up by at least 7 am to get kids off to  school. Then tomorrow Brayden has his evaluation threw our local autism center. Wish us luck. I am hoping to vlog.  I miss editing and posting videos. With the family holidays coming up. I am hoping to get into the groove of it.

Well until next time,

Love Always,
Diedra

5 minutes, The Clock Strikes Midnight!!

It's way past my bed time and before I head to dreamland. I want to right a short post on.....

9/11/2001...The day the world stop spinning.  The day that thousands of people said their last goodbyes to those they love the most. A day that no one dreamed of it ever happening but it did. Two planes rammed into the twin towers as a terrorist act. This day will never be forgotten, by our whole nation. We lost a little bit of everyone but that was the beginning the US began to fall apart. To those that gave their life to save another. Those that went to work not knowing it would be their last. Every year is another year of honoring those fallen as well as remembrance of what happened on that September day. 

I remember sitting in Geometry (my least favorite class) we were happy to see the black TV stand until she turned the news on. Then everyone's hearts began to sadden and a lot of tears to shed. To now 15 years later after living through this happening to now my kids will learn about in their history books as a United Stated historical event. 

Again, yesterday as many years to come we will remember what happen on nine-eleven. 

Much love, 

Diedra

Little Mid Year Life Update

From my previous post a few weeks ago, "What Time Is It?", you may already know we were preparing for school to start back in little over a week. Yes, it has already started back, the kids have been in session since August 11th. Anyone that has been following my blog for a while knows that during the fall (all season long) we are jammed pack with EVERYTHING. Between fall sports, birthdays, upcoming holidays. Life seems to go by pretty darn fast.  The past few weeks already have been extremely crazy as it is. This year all the activities starting with birthdays seemed to have started early. August first was Mr. Iain, 2nd, birthday.

Then a week after that we had Ryleigh's annual eye doctor appointment up north. Her visions I will correct if I am wrong but believe it has gotten better in one eye and slight worse in the other. However, her vision itself, isn't like mine. I am blind as a bat without glasses with an astigmatism. Ryleigh can see just fine but has an astigmatism. Throughout the trip we had a wonderful time as usual minus the fact that I have been having back issues. That's a whole other blog post. But Nana has kept the tradition alive and bought her babies build a Bears. That's not the best part. We walked in to build a bear. Brayden picked out a "Batman Bear" which that's the name he gave him but on certain bears/animals they were having a special. Buy one get one free. I kid you not. 

The day we got back from our destination was the day before school started. Yes School started early this year. 

I feel so bad because I absolutely thought this posted two weeks ago when I wrote it. But yes, the time of year has come we are going into Fall!  My favorite time of year yes, I LOVE FALL!

BUT HOPEFULLY THIS TIME IT POST! :)

Love always guys!

Diedra

What time is it?

Well I'm sure if you live in the central time zone you would answer that question by saying... It's almost 11pm.  I'm sure by time I finish this post it will be way after 11 pm.

My answer is... It's that time of year where summer is coming to an end and school starts.  As of next Thursday to be exact.  I am beyond thrilled. Although I love my kids, this momma needs a little down time. 

I was reminded of how busy life is fixing to get because I just got the update that youth league volleyball sign ups is Saturday.  Last year was Ryleigh first year of playing and her team took home first place out of I want to say 6 teams. Their last game was on October 31st.  (Halloween I know, and it was rainy and chilly.) 

We have gotten most their school supplies well functional school supplies. I still need to go through the one bag and their back packs to make sure but I'm pretty sure they have all their functional school supplies. We still have to get their tissues and Ry has to have antibacterial wipes. {Such as the round containers of Clorox!} as well as hand sanitizer.  Brayden has already gotten hand sanitizer and he had to have the packages of antibacterial wipes. 

They are gonna get a few outfits to start school in but mostly they have clothes that still fit for the remainder of summer. Brayden we have to get his tennis shoes. Ry we lucked out with because my mom had recently bought a pair of new tennis shoes, those really comfortable aesics athletic shoes.  Well, my mom has wore them one time and Ry was like I really like those. Needless to say my mom usually buy the kids school clothes and shoes. But we do our best to do some and we decided so it wasn't on my parents to do. We'd get Braydens Tennis Shoes. 

But that's about it right now. I am gonna head to bed. We have errands to run tomorrow and one being Ry has a doctor appointment with an orthopedic specialist. 

Y'all come back ya hear!!!

Diedra

Sibling Rivalry

Sibling rivalry, what's your definition of that one guys? 

I think my thoughts on sibling rivalry is like most others. It's where you have two or more children who get along only a handful of times because the other times they are fighting. I mean some of my kids fights get down right dirty. We are talking some wrestling smack downs up in this house. Well maybe not blood and broken bones but my kids are like anyone else's kids they get along then they don't get along. 

These photos that I made into my own little collage using PICCOLLAGE was from a few years back. But these two pictures show the love and their personalities toward one another.  (I have an IPhone 5c and I downloaded the app PICCOLLAGE shortly after getting my phone two years ago. I have tried other collage apps but I always come back to PICCOLLAGE. It's free to download and use for the most part. There are like other apps in app purchases of you chose to purchase.  But I believe I had the app on my android as well. Awesome app. Try it out guys. 

Anyways back to sibling rivalry, I came across a blog post talking about their relationship with her brother who was years older. The girl is actually a friend of mine on Facebook an instagram. And if she ever comes by this post and give me permission I will include her blog. I don't like giving out people's information without permission. I know her sister in law. But Boy oh boy can I relate to that, I haven't ever really talked a lot about my sibling which by the way is a girl. So thought I'd start. I can relate to my friends post about sibling rivalry from having a sibling a lot older because well my sister is eight years older than me. Growing up we didn't have the best relationship, don't really think we had one at all. Not because we didn't love each other but growing up as a child with a little sister that is still into going outside and playing and you can drive at this point in life, y'all really only have two things in common (your both female and share the same parents). I am the Baby, she is the first born, we both share a special place in our parents heart. But I was the annoying little sister that wouldn't leave my big sister alone. But we never really had any rivalry. Here's why, my sister like stated before is eight years older. My sister got pregnant at a young age, she was 16, and shortly after having my niece {who by the way just turned 22 on July 20th} got married. So pretty much from the time I was nine years old, I was the only child to live at home.  

Now fast forwarding a few year well technically a lot of years. My sister and I didn't start getting close until I was 19 and she was 27. The reason being because up until then I was a high schooler. She was a grown woman, two kids, husband and a home. 

The turnaround point in are relationship was because at 19 years old, Jan of 2005, I found out I was pregnant and hid my pregnancy until June 2005.  We had stuff to talk about then, we had adult things, mommy things, even to this day tho we are close but we don't get into detail about our sex lives like most sisters do.  

But now we do have sibling rivalry, we are night and day. We bicker and fight but then everything is alright. She's my backbone. She's one of my best friends. I tell her things I don't just tell anyone. She's my protector. I am hers. When we can be. 

Another emotion we share is sadness. When she's sad, I am. When she's hurt so am I. Today we felt that sadness together. Last night we found out a family friends dad wasn't doing good. For personal reason I won't go into detail as to whom. But this morning she called me crying because our friends dad had passed so suddenly. She heard our family friend break down in tears and emotional sadness and it broke her down too. 

So sibling rivalry, have you ever experienced at a different time in life besides when your younger? 

Leave a comment let me know. 

Now it's this MOMMAS bed time. 

Y'all come back ya hear!

Love always sincerely, 

Diedra Nichole

Where have I been?

To be honest I haven't been anywhere but have been going through a lot. I have so much going on that deep down it stole my motivation, my drive, my love for anything.  

Tuesday July 12th, 2016 I finally broke. I had enough. I have always struggled with depression. Usually it's seasonal depression. Meaning during some seasons I get depressed. Honestly it is usually just winter time. But in the last few weeks it has been summer. If it isn't the heat keeping you cooped up to think about all your stress and worries it's mosquitos carrying you away. Tuesday I finally broke. I cried more than I have in years. But it was good for me to do so. I needed it.  I cried because I was tired of fighting all the stress. Tired of seeing the mountainous piles of clothing in my house that somewhere down the line I let go.  I also am tired of hurting. I have issues with my back after my pregnancy with Brayden. He damaged my sciatic nerve. Well this last week due to added stress and more stress added learning I lost my insurance coverage. I had to transfer my medicine to somewhere cheaper. I do take tramadol. It helps with the pain to be able to walk. But due to transferring wasn't able to get it filled until today.  And even though it helps with the physical pain. I do struggle with stress emotionally.  I mean by that is, Ken works I budget and pay the bills. Something k use to be great at. To some where down the line I let get away from me. Although we are trying to catch up. It seems there is no light at the end of the tunnel. 

But it's 11:33 pm, I'm tired and ready for bed. I'm gonna smoke one last cig to make sure Ry or Bray doesn't come wake me up. Because Lord knows it seems the minute I am passed out asleep here comes one if not both, 

Night. 

 

Come back ya hear. 

*remember if you know someone battling with depression and although it's a daily battle remember their bad days are horrible. Sometimes leaving them to believe that they are better off dead.  Suicide is probably one of the number one causes of deaths in people with depression whose bad days seemed to never end. Whether it be one "bad" day or many. Depression is a horrible disease and in most cases is treatable. And in a lot of cases all someone needed was someone to talk to. To make them believe that their bad day is just that a bad day. * 

Pokemon Go

Yes. I gave into the "dark" side.  I have read all the over dramatic hype of the game. People falling off of cliffs, walking into oncoming traffic, and robberies. Oh as well as all the tracking devicing it does. 

Here is my view point on it.  

1. Most of the ones getting hurt in my opinion are using the game as a crutch for their stupidity.  Most of them getting hurt are grown folks that know better.  The game itself gets kids active and moving around and having fun. Along with grown adults. But if you seriously walk into on coming traffic because you found a picachu. No offense you should be hit. Not saying die or anything but if you don't have common sense then Lord be with you through this game. As well as falling off a cliff. I'm sorry sounds more like stupidity kicked in once again and as a grown adult wasn't paying attention. 

2.  A criminal is gonna commit a crime no matter what games are out. I mean seriously if you think about it if they were "smart" which robbing someone blind isn't smart by no means. But usually robbers want in and out (so the tv shows show) why on earth would they stop for a minute to catch a Pokemon character. 

3. Tracking. Most people who own a smart phone know that a smart phone is nothing but a hand held compute that you can text and make calls on. They freeze like a computer does and does weird crap like computers do. But people are coming up with these crazy things on how it's giving people rights to track you as well as hack you. Well news flash in 2016 you can be on your home private computer and someone over in Japan can be watching you through the webcam. (That's why you should put duck tape over it. And remove it when you use it.) so no matter what you can be tracked doing anything in this day and time. ( turn your location access off after playing the game.) 

4. Must add one more thing. If you are an adult that knows better and you are that bad into the game that you want to catch a trespassing charge to catch picachu. By all means spend you a night in jail.  Now if you are an adult with common sense teach your children that do know right from wrong but don't quite understand the legal system that this game can actually teach responsibility. If you see a character in a spot that has a huge sign that says NO TRESPASSING be responsible enough to find a different one. 

Now my reasoning of downloading the game is my seven year old is a huge Pokemon fan. Has a picachu and evie plushy, has cards out the wazoo, and even has cups. (Oh and he is also starting the second grade with a Pokemon back pack.) Needless to say until we ran out of poke balls, was the highlight of his day.  As well as this past weekend him and his sister have had friends over and have swam all weekend. Leaving me with two semi blistered babies. But don't worry we did keep reapplying sunscreen so it isn't as bad. 

This game will be fun with my kids until they get bored with it. As well as allowing them to be responsible and smart judgement.  Guess what we were walking our block that crosses a busy intersection. You won't believe it but I made my kids stop and look for traffic BOTH times we crossed it. 

Picture below are my two Pokemon hunters. 

*i knew my son had two mismatching flip flops (he usually does) as well as 9chances out of ten he's got two of the same feet.* 

Update On Ry

I know I promised for an update on Ry yesterday.  Better late than never right? There's been a lot of personal issues going on the past few days and well today some more kind of hit the fan. I woke up this morning and it was 8:30 am but didn't fall asleep until after 3. But Ken had to work this morning and for some reason the last two weeks I have been extremely exhausted. Like the exhausted you lay down on the bed to relax, check your phone, or watch tv and you pass out and sleep for three hours not realizing you fell asleep until them three hours have passed. Yeah that type of exhaustion.  But back to the original reason for the post...

Update on Ryleigh....

It was two weeks Friday since her surgery on the tenth of June. My last update she was still in severe pain with her jaw alone. Well by the following day she took one dose of regular Tylenol that morning. That night she slept with an ice pack and I made her take a dose of her actual pain medicine so she could get some sleep, she didn't ask for any because she wasn't in any pain. The reasoning for making her take it was because both my kids are like me and have trouble sleeping. Whether it's falling asleep, staying asleep, or both. Mainly just falling asleep. Rys is anxiety related insomnia and Brayden's is one of the major signs we learned about his autism. But Brayden takes melatonin and Ry won't anymore because she felt it contribute to her having bad dreams. Well on nights it's extremely hard for her sleep we give her zzzzquil. the ones we have are pill form. The only liquid form we have of a sleep agent or would help her go to sleep was the pain med. I mean in the last two weeks she's hardly been active such as going out and wearing herself out. Ugh, there I go just a rambling woman. The next day after the day I just spoke about she took no medicine at all, complained one time of her jaw hurting. Still refused any medicine. And since then she has been back to herself. She had a friend stay the night. She went swimming with said friend the next day. Then this last Friday she stayed the night with Nana and they went to craft crop this morning. 

So thank you to all that have kept Ry in your prayers. They were greatly appreciated and answered. 

Love you all,

Come back ya hear,

Diedra 

Still In Sever Pain A Week Later

This past Friday (6/17/2016), Ry is one week post operation.  I will give you a low down of our past since last updating you guys when she was freshly hours after surgery.

Friday night 6/10

Like stated in my previous post Ry was in some serious pain and we had went back to my parents.  We were able to keep her hydrated because she knew if it dried up it could cause bleeding. That and it hurt extremely bad.  She fell asleep or shall I say dosed off while I went to Walmart to grab some ibuprofen. Once I got back and woke her up to take her meds. My mom and I both had ramen noodles and well I took some from my bowl and a pair of kitchen cutting scissors and finely chopped some noodles up for her and she ate half of that. Shortly after we went to bed, needless to say I fell asleep. She kept dosing off and my mom got up about two to use the bathroom woke her up to make sure she needed to drink and At this point she needed another dose of her pain meds. Then she pretty much dosed off and on. My dad leaves for work about 7 and she said I swear momma papa looked in the room not realizing I was awake but looked at me like I was crazy. Shortly thereafter she woke me up wanting more meds and it was then she slept for a solid three hours without interruptions, which all in all was what she needed.

Saturday 6/11

As expected she was still in extreme pain and as long as she had the medication in her she done well. She ate a biscuit. Mainly the inside of the biscuit! It seems at night is when it gets extremely painful for her.

Sunday 6/12- Monday 6/13
These two days were pretty much the same except the factor part that Monday after Brayden's game and we picked her up from my sisters. She sneezed. Anyone that has ever had a tonsillectomy knows that sneezing is the most horrible part of it all!  Well this sneeze helped her out a little bit but believe hurt her too. She did have a white scab back there and when she sneezed it busted. However, that allowing then she felt relief on the back of her throat. But since then she has experienced extreme jaw pain. 

Tuesday 6/14- Friday 6/17
So far since about Tuesday all that she has experienced is the jaw pain. Which honestly gets extremely intense. Like she wakes up every morning and pretty much has to get a dose of her pain medicine or Tylenol or Motrin before continuing the day.  Besides that she has now gotten wear pretty much she can eat.

Like today Monday 6/20 she I sitting watching Marley and Me eating a ham sandwich with no crust. 

I must say that I am extremely proud of her because she has done extremely well considering the circumstances.

Well folks that's all for an update. I am not feeling all that great today. Well let me take that back I feel fine I am just experiencing nerve pain in my hip and I am extremely tired today! :(

I do however have semi exciting news that I want to share later on but right now I am just waiting for more confirmation! :)

See y'all later.

Diedra

Suave Purely Fun Kids Shampoo

I have always loved Suave Products, mainly because of the variety of smells and the cheap prices. I received Suave Purely Fun Kids Shampoo in my Influenster box for Free.* I absolutely loved using in on my kids. My daughter actually has broke out with using Suave Deodorant so I was reluctant to try this on her. Because of that as well as the fact she has eczema and seems to break out more in the summer months.  However, we took a leap and tried this the night before she had her surgery and all was good she didn't break out! :)

At our local Walmart it was marked I believe at 2.00 USD but I would have to check to make sure.

I would say the way the world is today and people placing just about anything in their products I would give this a try. As well as it's inexpensive.

*I was given this product for free to try by Influenster for my honest opinion.

Surgery Day 6/10/2016

Today started out an overall exciting and nervous day. But it turned into one of my babygirls most painful days of her life. Her tonsils were removed.  She is laying on me right now because she is so exhausted and has so much pain medicine from the day in her I am surprised she hasn't slept all day but when your in severe pain even the strongest pain med doesn't take away all the pain and rawness.

Before we get ready for bed I will give a slight recap of what the day was like.

We got to the hospital and they prepped her for the surgery. They then sent me into the waiting room and before I knew it she was done and coming back to her pre-op room.  The doctor said she done extremely well, and that he believes from the surgery she wasn't going to have any post op bleeding. She was going to be just fine. HE said usually in patients he feel will have post op bleeding he can tell during surgery but he said she hardly bled during surgery. He did say they were huge and infected. He put her on an antibiotic as well has pain meds. He said the antibiotic isn't because she is infected because the tonsils are gone now. But it is a post operative measure because studies have showed that it helps as well with the pain. 

We did come back to my parents for a while, then we went home to see daddy and Henry for awhile and Brayden had a game that daddy took him too. However, they said the first day and night would be the worse. So far she has honestly done really well, except the fact that she is hurting really bad and they said we could rotate in between ibuprofen. So since Walmart is in the town my parents live at we decided to come back to nana's. which is good because my mom is going to help me through the night with her.

Anyways, Gonna get off here and call daddy and get her hydrated more and comfortable and get a few hours shut eye!

Catch you all later


Diedra

Tomorrow Is The Day..

It's damn near tomorrow already, however, I wanted to jump on here and say that if I take a out of nowhere hiatus. It isn't because I don't like blogging or have things to blog about. But tomorrow at again like 10 minutes from now, at eight am. Ryleigh will be having a tonsillectomy.  Every child I have been told just like every older person has told me, that everyone is different. At least will be a week hiatus, two weeks at the most. This all depends on how well this surgery goes. As you can see it's damn near midnight (tomorrow) already and I am up blogging and editing and uploading a video. The purpose is because my daughter one is nervous but two can't have anything after midnight of course to eat or drink. So she is taking in all the drinks she can. No seriously she's having a tonsillectomy, her throat is raw as well as huge tonsils and her throat gets dry. Therefor, she is in them older ladies terms wet your whistle. (I sure am hoping those older ladies meant get a drink and not anything more than that. It's late, I am tired.) I feel as if I haven't gotten anything accomplished this week besides I know for a fact that I have gotten at least 5 loads of laundry done. Yes, I have a lot of laundry, I let it get away from me on top of going threw clothes to sale or give away.  I am hoping after the doctor appointment this coming Monday for Brayden, that we will slow down running errands during the days of the week.

However, fixing to let her get her last drink before midnight and pray I don't fall asleep with her! I am exhausted.

I will catch you all later,
Diedra

P.S. I am not asking you to do so if that isn't how you believe. As I am not the person to push my beliefs on someone. But if you do believe in God. Please Pray! This Momma is nervous wreck as well as my baby girl.

The Busiest Week Of Our Lives!!!

The busiest week of the year for us especially with Ryleigh being in dance is the week of Memorial Day. This is because her Dance Recital is ALWAYS the weekend after Memorial Day!  This year was EXTREMELY busy for us because on top of dance recital prep week and the normal Brayden having t-ball practice, we added one more game to the mix. Ryleigh started softball this year.

That Sunday before Memorial Day we had a family reunion and because of the holiday the following day; Ken went into work until 10 that night just so his check wasn't short. I have told y'all he's a hard working family providing man and he's all mine! :) That Monday was memorial day and to be honest we done absolutely nothing. Tuesday, May 31st, was Ryleigh game and Brayden practice. Reminding you that both their ball teams are in two different towns.  Wednesday, Ryleigh had a softball game but missed because of conflicting picture time for dance. 

Ryleigh in her ballet costume. This is Ryleigh 6th year doing dance in general but first year doing lyrical where she got to wear what dancers call "foot undies"! This was my favorite dance!

This is her jazz costume and quite my least favorite costume. It was just the material and the jumper like setup I didn't like! But this was Ryleigh's favorite of all three of them!  

  Ah, then we get to the "mermaid" costume. In person might now show as well here with Ryleigh standing with all her sass and all but it resembled a mermaid. Even though the dance was to "I Feel BeautifuL" and had absolutely nothing to do with mermaids. This was my favorite costume!

  All these costumes of course incorporated through-out the rest of the week. However, now we move onto Thursday, June 2nd, Ryleigh had yet another Softball game. (To be honest was pretty happy that all of these games this week were early games.) On top of it being an early game though, I missed Brayden's practice. Luckily the games for both played out right. Ryleigh won't be able to play the tournament due to her surgery this coming Friday. But we promised she'd get to watch the tournament. But Brayden's games in there selves go all the way to July 1st. So I won't get to miss but maybe 2 if that!  Then we move on to Friday, June 3rd, was dance rehearsal, NO GAME thank GOD! But considering the rehearsal didn't start until 6:15 p.m. us dance moms were all prepared to stay until midnight like we did the previous year. We were surprised though because I believe we were out of there before nine o'clock. Which in all honesty I was SO HAPPY because even though we were scheduled for 6:15 pm we didn't even do our first dance until almost 7:45 pm.  I was happy we got out of there because I forgot to mention on Wednesday I received a text from Ryleigh's softball coach and if you are familiar with any of our vlogs over on You Tube, The Eichhorst Family. You would know for this time of year in our area we have received a lot of rain. Essentially when the field is down right muddy and slick we aren't playing mud-ball we are playing softball. Therefore, in one week all of Ryleigh's games were rescheduled. The one game that was rescheduled she had to miss because she had a migraine on top of that I had company come in from Mississippi and a house full of people. However, back to that Wednesday text, due to the rain and since having to have all games including tournaments done by June 15th because of corporate games starting. We got slammed with a double header June 4th, and we were lucky that they were early because Ryleigh's recital was that night but hers wasn't until the 6 pm recital. But the downfall was the games that played at 9:30 and 10:30 am didn't start on time due to lack of teammates, so our games started late, meaning we opted out of the second game. Which her coach came to us about because he knew Ry's recital was that night.

Recital went off without a hitch and Ryleigh done so well that after her nana (who helps pay for dance because she is such a loving Nana) and I told her she wasn't doing it anymore due to pricing and her missing a lot this year between a broke foot and throat issues. (Hence why she is having surgery this Friday!) But Nana was impressed and she does it every year says Ryleigh wasn't going to dance the following year and she continues dancing.

Does the recap of our Memorial Week wear you out because it sure did me.

As soon as this week slows down and I get a chance, probably after but could be before, I will get Ryleigh dance video up on our channel. I'll make sure to share it to the blog.

Y'all Come Back Ya Hear..

Nice having ya,

Diedra